Thursday, March 26, 2009

Kemas Kini = Update














































































Dah lama tak menulis tapi kan tak banyak sangat pun benda untuk dikongsi bersama... Dari hari terakhir kontrak bekerja di Plaza Vads TTDI sampai lah bertukar angin ke Bangkok dan kemudian merayakan hari kelahiran adinda bongsu yang kecil sekali walau saiz badan dia tidak lah sekecil yang digambarkan... Apa yang dah berlaku? Macam mana boleh bertahan diri dari menyentuh alat komunikasi elektronik yang serba canggih ini? Jawapan dia adalah semua ini berpunca dari masa yang tak mengizinkan... Bila ada keinginan untuk menulis, tiada sambungan ke internet (al maklumlah mengharapkan belas jiran yang berhampiran)... Entah bila lah nak pasang talian sendiri dirumah... Harapan... Hmmm hari terakhir bekerja sangat seronok sebab terasa lepas dari satu beban... Seolah-olah keluar dari kesengsaraan pun ada juga... Tapi yang sedihnya terpaksa membawa haluan masing-masing setelah tamat kontrak ini... Tawaran untuk menyambung kontrak telah ditolak kerana mereka mahu diri ini terlibat dengan jual beli dimana tidak kena dengan jiwa... Tak sanggup dicaci maki diherdik apabila panggilan yang akan dibuat adalah salah satu panggilan promosi jualan... Memang tak sanggup... Kepada rakan-rakan terdekat pasti sudah tau yang saya juga telah memohon kerja untuk jawatan setiausaha... Berita baiknya adalah saya telah diterima... Tapi malangnya berita buruknya saya terpaksa menolak kerana pada Oktober atau September majikan saya akan ditempatkan di pejabat baru yang akan di rasmikan tak lama lagi yang terletak di Putrajaya.... Jauh kot... Tapi jawatan yang ditawarkan sangat lah menarik... Temuduga pertama dengan GM saja tapi tau-tau temuduga kedua dengan GM dan MD sekali... Kalau jawatan itu saya terima saya akan jadi setiausaha kepada Regional Director... Menarik bukan? Tapi malangnya terpaksa saya tolak atas dasar yang tak dapat dielakkan... Sedih tapi bukan rezeki... Untuk mengubat kelukaan hati saya telah pergi bercuti di Bangkok tapi tak lama cuma tiga hari saja... Seronok dan makanan dia sangat sedap... Tapi jangan cerita la kan pasal "ba alif ba ya" yang bergantungan sana sini... Naik sampan bermotor untuk keliling perkampungan dan menyaksikan jualan terapung oleh penduduk kampung... Nak kata kampung Bangkok tu bandar tapi kita dia ada kawasan macam setinggan lah dimana penduduknya bergerak dari titik A ke titik B menaiki sampan tak berenjin dalam erti kata lain kena kayuh sendiri... Tapi jangan ingat mereka ketinggalan sebab mereka ada telefon bimbit... Kemudian pergi berbelanja biasalah nama pun perempuan... Saya pergi ke pusat membeli belah fesyen dan mereka ada 1,500 kedai didalam... Bayangkan... Itu baru satu kompleks membeli-belah... Di sana ada lebih dari 3 yang saya dapat lihat berhampiran dengan kedai tersebut jadi kira lah sendiri betapa banyaknya kedai... Ramai betul penduduk tempatan yang datang ke situ... Kalau mereka berbelanja tak main sikit-sikit sebab disitu kira macam tempat borong jadi semua yang datang boleh beli bag khas bertroli yang boleh didorong kesana kemari kerana mempunyai roda... Pengalaman baru untuk saya... Malam harinya makan makanan laut... Makan nasi berlauk ikan,udang harimau dan sayur... Udang dia sedap dan besar... Lupa nak cerita mereka ada juga pasar malam seperti di Petaling Street tapi untuk menarik perhatian mereka ada pentas yang dikira besar untuk mengadakan konsert... Bayangkan berapa banyak belanja yang dikeluarkan sehari... Apa lagi yang saya belum cerita... Oh saya juga telah dibawa ke galeri batu permata... Rambang mata saya tengok... Sedih sebab masa dan dana kurang untuk perpanjang penginapan disitu... Saya akhirnya terpaksa akur untuk pulang... Bila dah balik pula sibuk dengan persediaan sambutan hari lahir adik... Syukur semua berjalan dengan lancar... Cuaca baik makanan sedap dan semua gembira kerana dapat hadir... Selesai saja upacara majlis tidur saya lena kerana kepenatan... Setelah sekian lama tak dapat menghubungkan diri dengan penulisan akhirnya berjaya beraksi semula... Terima kasih yang tak terhingga kepada rakan-rakan yang setia menanti karya simpulan nukilan hati... InsyaAllah lain kali saya tulis lagi sebab rasanya cukup sampai disini nukilan rasa dimalam hari... Salam manis buat semua...

It’s been ages since my last post but honestly there’s nothing much to say anyway... From the last day of my contract in Plaza Vads TTDI, up to changing the air to Bangkok and last but not least the celebration of my youngest sister’s birthday... The question would definitely be what’s happening to me? How can I stand not getting myself connected to this wonderful electronics device? The answer to it all is none other than a failure to get connection and also time consuming as well... My availability is depending on the network nearby so it’s unpredictable... I was thinking about having my own broadband or wireless connection but at this juncture, a lot of consideration need to be made before committing.... Well, talk about my last day of contract... It’s been a blast and as if like I can let go off my burden... Such a relief to be frank with you... However, the sad part of it was to stay departed from each other... Doesn’t feel the 3 months and felt like yesterday... Actually, I have a choice to still be with them but I would have to decline due to the offer itself... They offered me a sales marketers and I really don’t think that position suits me at all... I don’t think I could stand the curse from grumpy customers... A big No to it... Meanwhile I am sure that my fellow friends are aware that I’ve applied for a secretary position... Guess what? I got the job... Do not congratulate me as the bad news was I’ve already decline... They are launching a new office in Putrajaya somewhere around October or September so if I join onboard I need to consider moving there with my boss... Crazy! Too far for me... The thing that crashes my heart was the position offered was way better than I expected... I was interviewed by the GM on my first interview and fortunately I made it to the next one... I was interviewed by two bosses on my second one (GM and MD) at the same time... If I ever accepted the job I’ll be a secretary to Regional Director... How beautiful is that... Unfortunately, I have to decline due to the unforeseen matters... Sadly... Since I’m unemployed I’ve decided to go somewhere to ease the pain... Went to Bangkok for 3days... The food was divine and I had fun there... As we know they have a lot of pork hanging here and there but we just need to avoid the temptation since the good food there is always near to one another... Went on a boat ride and it was such a wonderful experience... I manage to experience the floating market and see how the villagers commute from point A to point B... Amazing... Even though we think that they are living behind time but don’t get me wrong because they have their own cell phone... Cool right? Aside from that, I went to Fashion Mall and the mall is huge... They have about 1,500 shops inside can you imagine that? That’s one mall; I saw another 3 aside from that around that area itself... They sell trolley bag there and it is very useful since they shop in bulk... I had seafood for dinner which includes fish, veggie and tiger prawn... Yummy... To make the place interesting, they also have huge stage where there are performances... Imagine how much money they spent for that... By the way, I forgot to tell you that the night bazaar is similar to Petaling Street but not exactly the same... You know what? They brought me to gems stone gallery and I was stunt by the beauty... God they are beautiful all of them... Wish I could stay longer but the sky is the limit so need to obey... Glad to be home... Few days after safely landed, I was busy with a birthday preparation... Phew! Feel so much better when everything went well according to plan... The food was lovely and the weather was good... All in all it was a successful event... Now I know I can sleep properly since I have nothing to worry about... I would like to grab this opportunity to share across my never ending thanks to my faithful viewers for their patience in waiting for my long due writing and you are much appreciated and anticipated... If God permit, there will be more to come... Warmest regards to all of you...

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

Bila Mr Gades Mau Menjadi...

Hmmm susah nak cakap macam mana... Kadang kala kita ingat mereka akan lebih memahami kita sebab mereka sama macam kita tapi sebenarnya tidak juga... Ada sesetengah benda yang memang hanya mereka yang tau bagaimana cara melayan kita tapi tak semua... Nak tak nak mereka macam kita juga jadi tak banyak yang boleh mereka lakukan... Dunia dunia kenapa ada perbezaan mereka dan kita dan mengapa perlu ada perbezaan yang kuat dan yang lemah... Kenapa tak dijadikan sama rata... Tapi memang di dunia tiada istilah sama rata tiada istilah hak saksama... Kata kononnya boleh saja hak bersuara sama rata tapi benarkah??? Sejauh mana kebebasan bersuara itu diberikan tapi masih sahaja ada sekatan di jalanan... Hak saksama kah itu? Tak kot... Hmmm tu la kan kalau kita diberi kebebasan untuk berbuat semua tanpa sekatan dan larangan tak tau pula apa akan berlaku dalam kehidupan... Tiada lanjutan komen...

Monday, February 16, 2009

RINDU

Nak tulis nak menaip nak meluahkan rasa nak berkongsi rasa nak bersua muka nak mula membaca nak kembali tengok cerita nak makan lagi terasa pedih ulu hati nak tidur hari kian larut esok nak bangun pagi nak sambung lagi tapi kena berhenti sebab mata nak tertutup sikit lagi... Nak nak nak nak nak nak nak nak nak... Apa yang tak nak... Tak nak bangun pagi tapi kena kerja dan jalani tanggungjawab kena pergi walau batas malas bangun pagi menguasai diri... Sudah jangan difikirkan apa yang tak nak dan apa yang nak sebab nak tak nak sekarang masa untuk tidur kalau tak nak terlajak tidur esok dan jawabnya tak pergi kerja dan terpaksa terima akibatnya...

Monday, December 22, 2008

Aku Bukan Penulis Lagu...

Sedih mendidih pedih...
Perih layu membeku...
Berbunyi nanti salah...
Mendiam terus terbelenggu...
Berbuat akan payah...
Terkedu bau tak terhidu...
Parah masih berdarah...
Terburu meluru pilu...
Membatu kelu merebah...
Perluku redah mulut tak berlidah...

Sunday, December 14, 2008

Ridiculously in Love...

Sometimes you just wanted to be clear on things...
Sometimes you just wanted to feel something...
You need something instead of nothing...
You have so many things but does that mean anything...?
Just give me something...
Attention is something...
Caring is something...
Showing is something...
You can’t just change who you really are...
You are you...
Seems easy for you simply because I’m already yours to keep...
I miss you...
I fell in love with you...
I don’t need another person better than you...
I just want the same old you...
I don’t think its fair...
I am still here yet my say means nothing to you...
I am here still but I can only look at you...
Where are you?
Somehow something tells me that deep down inside of you miss you too...
Why can’t you just be you...?
I can only look at you and seat still just the way you want me to...

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

Perlu...

Akan...
Terdayakah aku bila rasa itu masih ada?
Mampukah aku bila kau bukanlah segalanya?
Bertahankah aku dikala kau tiada?
Terimakah aku bila kau menjauh?
Berjalankah aku bila pandanganmu meliar?
Bangunkah aku bila kau membiar...
Sedarkah aku tatkala terdampar terlayar?
Terlalu jauh ku hilang sedar...
Tercari-cariku ke arah sinar...
Tertahan sakitku untuk kembali berdiri...
Tak kubiar ia larut disini...
Tak kusendiri ditemani sepi...
Kerna ku tau kau terus dihati...
Kerna ku tau pintu untuk kembali tak pernah kau tutupi...
Aku tak harus pergi...
Aku harus kembali...

Thursday, November 20, 2008

Towards the...

Hello there happy shiny lovely people... Good day to you... I have a great feeling about today... Honestly, nothing much yet to offer but I can simply say that today will be a new beginning of another chapter of my meaningful journey... It’s the episode of life that I need to discover...

The main reason why I want to share it across with you as my fellow viewers is to let you know that I have a plan ahead of me with regards to work... I would want to believe that the chances of me growing are there but it will definitely require both effort and a willing heart altogether... As much as I would say, that is certainly not what I intended to do for the rest of my life, but I supposed; an acquired taste thing that one learns to like gradually...

Guess what I’ll be doing as a stepping stone towards the ultimate goal of my life? Well, I am sure you’ve heard of premiums outsourcing somewhere right? But mind you that the word premiums that I was referring to have got nothing to do with insurance or what not. Come on, do I look like an insurance agent? The minute I open my mouth and say premiums, without fail they would assume I am into that kind of insurance... No offence but premium is something that I define as a gift from the heart... Involve with it is something I would love to be doing and intended to do for now... I have to admit that I need to expedite the learning part because my skills are rather rusty and like it or not, I shall not delay any further in order to reach my goal...

Whims, fantasies and wishes should guide me on my path today not responsibility or guilt...

Today is the day... Today is a new day... I know that this might not be my best decision but this is my decision nevertheless...