Telepathy...

Staring at the ceiling, but all you could see is the faded paint... As your tum tum started to make noise, you openned the fridge full of delicious ingredients, but all of a sudden, the appetite went down knowing that you are preparing table for one... So, what would you do next? You sat on a cozy couch, can't help it but feeling so cold as there is no one to hold... Then, you switched on the TV, but keep flipping through channels, as none of it catches your interest... Such a boredom (in your head)... Due to that, you continue flipping and guess what comes to mind? Hmmm... You know which channel he would stop at and got his eyes glued on... Shoot me already will you? Oh well... As you started to feel fruitless, you slowly entered the utility room but all you could see is a piled up clothes of his and hers (crinkle your nose)... Alright, let's try the bathroom shall we? Out of no where, the ticklish memory gushing out, as you remembered the day you prepare him a bubble bath and how he couldn't stand the hot water (chuckles)... Truth is, every nook and cranny remind you of your passionate togetherness... Every silence of the unspoken, pointing you to a nest you two lovebird live in together... Eventhough all of the lights are switched on, you feel that it is so dim that you scarcely see... They say, one cannot love and be wise... So what? 'Tis better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all... Out of the darkness you received a text followed by a phone call... (In your mind) This is what you call a telepathy! You then smile...

Red and Blue

Red and Blue... That's me and you... Separated by E which stands for Endless and eternally...

Merah...

Disangka mati tapi hakikatnya masih bernyawa...

Dikira bernyawa tapi nadi seolah terhenti...

Dikira berdarah tak ada setitispun meleleh mahupun tumpah...

Yang pasti, darah itu merah... 

Merah itu boleh jadi parah tetapi boleh juga jadi penawar mati...

 

Kadang tertanyakan oleh akal dimana logiknya keberadaan merah...

Logik bakal bertanya kenapa merah? Kenapa bukan hijau, kenapa bukan putih?

Putih itu bersih, manakala hijau itu alami... 

Tapi keduanya tak mungkin ku jadikan satu...

Keduanya ku perlu tapi tak mungkin melekap padaku... 

Merah pula bagaimana? 

Hmmm... Merah itu berbeza... Merah itu sentiasa ada... 

Merah itu hadir tanpa dipinta...

 

Yang jelas nyatanya, setiap titisan darah yang mengalir dalam tubuhku itu adalah merah...

Bukan hijau... Bukan putih... 

Setiap kekuatan yang ada tiap kali aku mengharungi segala bentuk peperangan

itu, sesungguhnya adalah merah... 

Kerana merah itu bukan sekadar megah, tapi merah itu gagah...

Merah itu terus bersemarak seumpama api yang tak ada belas simpati...

Seperti gunung berapi yang sedang meledak tanpa perlu tersedak...

 

Merah bukan sekadar darah yang tak pernah berhenti mengalir tetapi

merupakan setiap keberanian yang mampu terfikirkan... 

Terkadang perasaan tak mampu merasakan kerana terselindungi oleh kaburnya sang hati

kerana dikira mati, akan tetapi hakikatnya ia tetap kukuh bersemadi...

Ia tetap terus bertarung nyawa dengan setiap detakan jantungnya...

Ia tetap terus bertahan dengan setiap hembusan nafasnya... 

Dan setiap nafasnya itu dinamakan cinta... Cinta yang terkadang perih untuk diakui mahupun dirasai

tetapi perasaan itu lah penyebab nadi tak sanggup untuk berhenti disaat ini...

Sekurang-kurangnya buat masa ini... Hati tak mungkin menipu tapi fikiran mampu lakukan itu...

 

Tutupkan mata besar itu... Helakan nafas yang tersekat itu...

Leraikan segala kekusutan itu...

Tapi mampukah untuk berbuat begitu?

Nadi berkata ia tak tahu sampai bila mampu bertahan begini...

Nadi tak tahu setinggi mana lagi gunung yang perlu didaki...

Nadi juga tak tahu kalau nadi mampu kekal muda terus dihati merah...

Nadi tak yakin kalau nadi akan terus beri erti kebahagiaan buat merah...

Tapi, nadi hanya mampu untuk cuba tidak mengalah sampai disini...

Nadi akan terus berjuang untuk sang Merah yang selama ini dinanti...

Nadi akan cuba berikan seluruh kegembiraan untuk dikongsi bersama...

Kerana nadi itu biru... Dan biru itu aku... 

Dan aku tak kan biarkan biru itu berlalu tanpa merah ada sebagai pendampingku...

 

Semoga saja merah dan biru ditakdirkan bersatu...

 

Wish...

I wish...

I wish this skin will not blemish..

I wish those lips will stay pinkish...

I wish that adorable attitude won't get tarnish...

I wish people could learn how to cherish...

I wish this body would stop feeling feverish...

I wish moron could stop being a blind fish...

I wish there's a lot more for us to accomplish...

I wish the energy level will start to replenish...

I wish the power of a leader will be relinquished...

I wish the fools stop being foolish...

Ohhh how much I wish...

I wish... Hmmm... I wish... And I wish...

Happy April Fool's Day you dream wish! 

I am feeling like a fool and that is foolish!

I wish I don't have to wish... 

Code Red...

Curling and battling but not in a battle field...

Crunching and squashing but not on the Hell's Kitchen...

Crippled and not moving but not paralyze...

Do not cross the yellow line!

Do not mess around with any weapon!

Do not stay visible as it could be a crime!

Someone could potentially get hurt badly and murdered...

Go away and come back only when the coast is clear...

Attention! Attention!

This is a code red!

I repeat this is a code red!

Code red mode is now activated!

Jolly Lolly...

He is my lolly and he is my jolly... I call him my jolly lolly...

He is a soy to every dairy... He is a joy to every Sally.

I know by being this Sally I can't feel fully jolly...

But for as long as I have my lolly...

This Sally would try her level best to be a jolly lolly Sally...

And so... Sally could wait... She knows it's too late (background music)...

Good night jolly lolly...

Love,

Sally