Bunion...

An awkward hi to begin this entry with... Hmmm a long paused... I thought I am strong and as tough as I seemed to be but I'm just a softie somehow... The number one used to be my dream but i guess now i wouldn't mind the number two which i'm always against all this while... Sigh... Maybe i changed... Perhaps, being a typical human, when you finally get what you wish for, all of a sudden you realised that you no longer wanting it... One word to sums it all "ungrateful"... So, here's the thing, is it wrong to want someone to be there for you to hold you tight and to convince you that everything is going to be alright especially when you are totally scared of something big? Yes, the agreement was different but you are just a little baby girl... Words could be a killer if you convey it wrongly... I might ended up with zero once again which hurt me more than a surgery... By the way, I had a bunion surgery recently and damn it's painful... Bunion is not bunian ok...