Shallow...

I'm losing it... Seriously...
Yesterday you meant everything to me, but suddenly, you meant nothing to me anymore...
You were my prince charming then, but now, you're just a complete stranger...
It doesn't make any sense...

We used to be comfortable around each other, and yet, some how, we turn into a monster towards one another... Well, maybe not into a monster, but absolutely an out sider who can't seem to hate each other... You know, I didn't manage to put this whole idea into a totally one perfect picture but more of seeing it all broken into pieces bit by bit... It hurt...

I read a book of wisdom, and i've learnt that "it is better to light a candle than to curse the darkness" but i don't know if i can handle it this time... The fact that the lies we tell ourselves are more dangerous than the lies that we tell others is killing me right now... What should i do? It's like knowing the right thing to do, but the hardest part is doing it...

I know you have every right to be happy, but i don't think i deserve to feel guilty nor i refused to feel needy... To top it all, i know, i have every right to feel angry and i'm sorry... Now i know, i love you means, goodbye to you... Thank you...